September 27, 2009
“well if you’re not gonna lay down with me, can i atleast put my arm around you??” —mark. =) you know in those cheesy music videos where there’s a certain boy who goes to a certain girl for advice on how to get chicks? and like somehow in the end, he realizes that she just happens to be “the one”? —yea for some weird reason, this luck is happening to me.. lol this all pretty much started at the homecoming dance, since he ended up not asking me =/ i just grabbed his hand and said “ur my date tonight”. we held hands and stuff and he would always offer to get me water, and while we’d cool off we’d kind of cuddle idk it was cute lol you hadda be there. and when the first slow dance came up, i teased him a little about not asking me beforehand and he spilled his heart out haha; “omg you have nooo idea how badly i wanted to ask you..ask ANYONE i wanted to ask you so bad but i was always too nervous” =) YES i remember every word, shutup. after that, the night pretty much was amaziiing. then came the after party lol we went to 2 different ones but he ended up texting me around 1ish. we were just talking about the night and if we had fun or not, and then it went back to him not asking me lol. then i asked why he’d ever be nervous around me and then he said “idk i guess i sorta like you idk” -yea i was freaking out like a middle schooler and then i went back to reality and told myself it’s through text AND he’s totally buzzed right now.  but eversince that night, we’ve been amaziiing. we hung out on senior ditch day, and yea we were both kinda gone but like even infront of everyone he was always with me. it’s hard to explain, i wasnt “on” him as in ”looking like a total sleaze” but it was more of just me on his lap while he held on to me, or him kissing my cheek every once in awhile and playing with my hair. it was just all soo cute and i’ve never ever been treated that way. he called me for the first time that night, and then it just became routine that we’d talk everynight. actually last night we talked until 5 am LOL i’ve talked later but i’m still getting him used to it haa. he’s just so sweet… and he’d spoil the shit out of me, i just always refuse. he wants me to stop smoking, and stealing and he said he’d get me whatever i want if that’s what it’ll take for me to stop.. yea i know it sounds soo typical right? i guess you’d have to be the one to hear him say it.. so enough about mark lol; i got into a car crash yesterday. 

“well if you’re not gonna lay down with me, can i atleast put my arm around you??”

—mark. =)

you know in those cheesy music videos where there’s a certain boy who goes to a certain girl for advice on how to get chicks? and like somehow in the end, he realizes that she just happens to be “the one”? —yea for some weird reason, this luck is happening to me.. lol

this all pretty much started at the homecoming dance, since he ended up not asking me =/ i just grabbed his hand and said “ur my date tonight”. we held hands and stuff and he would always offer to get me water, and while we’d cool off we’d kind of cuddle idk it was cute lol you hadda be there. and when the first slow dance came up, i teased him a little about not asking me beforehand and he spilled his heart out haha; “omg you have nooo idea how badly i wanted to ask you..ask ANYONE i wanted to ask you so bad but i was always too nervous” =) YES i remember every word, shutup. after that, the night pretty much was amaziiing. then came the after party lol we went to 2 different ones but he ended up texting me around 1ish. we were just talking about the night and if we had fun or not, and then it went back to him not asking me lol. then i asked why he’d ever be nervous around me and then he said “idk i guess i sorta like you idk” -yea i was freaking out like a middle schooler and then i went back to reality and told myself it’s through text AND he’s totally buzzed right now. 

but eversince that night, we’ve been amaziiing. we hung out on senior ditch day, and yea we were both kinda gone but like even infront of everyone he was always with me. it’s hard to explain, i wasnt “on” him as in ”looking like a total sleaze” but it was more of just me on his lap while he held on to me, or him kissing my cheek every once in awhile and playing with my hair. it was just all soo cute and i’ve never ever been treated that way. he called me for the first time that night, and then it just became routine that we’d talk everynight. actually last night we talked until 5 am LOL i’ve talked later but i’m still getting him used to it haa. he’s just so sweet… and he’d spoil the shit out of me, i just always refuse. he wants me to stop smoking, and stealing and he said he’d get me whatever i want if that’s what it’ll take for me to stop.. yea i know it sounds soo typical right? i guess you’d have to be the one to hear him say it..

so enough about mark lol;

i got into a car crash yesterday. 

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