yeeeeeaaaauuhh
i havent written in here for awhile sooo here’s what’s been happening :)
my rents are at this cruz for my dad’s job since he gets like spoiled for EVERYTHIIINGG lol and they’ve been gone for almost a week. so i’ve been taking advantage of this freedom that i’ll never have and go out everyday. i’m kinda dreading the day they get back but i do miss them…like the house can get lonely when ur all alone and stuff. i think that’s why i push for plans to happen just so i wont get all nostalgic on hearing the filipino channel set on high and my dad calling “buchi” 12938419234x.
this is gonna sound so ….bad, but i feel like i’ve been juggling guys lately =X i mean im single so why not right? i have my favorites though….but it’s like at the end of the day i dont think about any of them. maybe one more than the other but other than that none of them really stand out to me so much. or maybe i needa stop comparing every boy to whatshisface.
speaking of whatshisface; its becoming really obvious that he’s trying to avoid me. in the hallways he glances my way and we make eye contact but he wont do !@#$ unless i acknowledge him first. but no matter how much i say i’m fed up with it..i keep DOING it. i dont know what the hell i did this time uugh. i think that’s why it’s bothering me this much; cuz like i cant find a reason why he’d be this ignorant towards me. we were fine (atleast i thought we were) but i guess what i did runs deep. it just bugs me that he can talk to all these sleazy ass girls and he cant even look at me.
sunset festival toniiiiighhhtt :)(: yay yay yay party later? whoooo knoowwwws.
me and kelly have been hanging out alotalotalot. i’m so happy we’re this close again, maybe even more closer than 7th grade. it’s just nice to have good friends lol. pretty much her, gabi and em are the 3 ppl whose judgement i take to heart. what everyone else says doesnt really matter anymore.
im going to woodfield soon with gabi to go hc dress shopping. i still need a date. =/ ughhh.
edit later maybe ?
2 years ago • 9 notes
