September 27, 2009
“well if you’re not gonna lay down with me, can i atleast put my arm around you??” —mark. =) you know in those cheesy music videos where there’s a certain boy who goes to a certain girl for advice on how to get chicks? and like somehow in the end, he realizes that she just happens to be “the one”? —yea for some weird reason, this luck is happening to me.. lol this all pretty much started at the homecoming dance, since he ended up not asking me =/ i just grabbed his hand and said “ur my date tonight”. we held hands and stuff and he would always offer to get me water, and while we’d cool off we’d kind of cuddle idk it was cute lol you hadda be there. and when the first slow dance came up, i teased him a little about not asking me beforehand and he spilled his heart out haha; “omg you have nooo idea how badly i wanted to ask you..ask ANYONE i wanted to ask you so bad but i was always too nervous” =) YES i remember every word, shutup. after that, the night pretty much was amaziiing. then came the after party lol we went to 2 different ones but he ended up texting me around 1ish. we were just talking about the night and if we had fun or not, and then it went back to him not asking me lol. then i asked why he’d ever be nervous around me and then he said “idk i guess i sorta like you idk” -yea i was freaking out like a middle schooler and then i went back to reality and told myself it’s through text AND he’s totally buzzed right now.  but eversince that night, we’ve been amaziiing. we hung out on senior ditch day, and yea we were both kinda gone but like even infront of everyone he was always with me. it’s hard to explain, i wasnt “on” him as in ”looking like a total sleaze” but it was more of just me on his lap while he held on to me, or him kissing my cheek every once in awhile and playing with my hair. it was just all soo cute and i’ve never ever been treated that way. he called me for the first time that night, and then it just became routine that we’d talk everynight. actually last night we talked until 5 am LOL i’ve talked later but i’m still getting him used to it haa. he’s just so sweet… and he’d spoil the shit out of me, i just always refuse. he wants me to stop smoking, and stealing and he said he’d get me whatever i want if that’s what it’ll take for me to stop.. yea i know it sounds soo typical right? i guess you’d have to be the one to hear him say it.. so enough about mark lol; i got into a car crash yesterday. 

“well if you’re not gonna lay down with me, can i atleast put my arm around you??”

—mark. =)

you know in those cheesy music videos where there’s a certain boy who goes to a certain girl for advice on how to get chicks? and like somehow in the end, he realizes that she just happens to be “the one”? —yea for some weird reason, this luck is happening to me.. lol

this all pretty much started at the homecoming dance, since he ended up not asking me =/ i just grabbed his hand and said “ur my date tonight”. we held hands and stuff and he would always offer to get me water, and while we’d cool off we’d kind of cuddle idk it was cute lol you hadda be there. and when the first slow dance came up, i teased him a little about not asking me beforehand and he spilled his heart out haha; “omg you have nooo idea how badly i wanted to ask you..ask ANYONE i wanted to ask you so bad but i was always too nervous” =) YES i remember every word, shutup. after that, the night pretty much was amaziiing. then came the after party lol we went to 2 different ones but he ended up texting me around 1ish. we were just talking about the night and if we had fun or not, and then it went back to him not asking me lol. then i asked why he’d ever be nervous around me and then he said “idk i guess i sorta like you idk” -yea i was freaking out like a middle schooler and then i went back to reality and told myself it’s through text AND he’s totally buzzed right now. 

but eversince that night, we’ve been amaziiing. we hung out on senior ditch day, and yea we were both kinda gone but like even infront of everyone he was always with me. it’s hard to explain, i wasnt “on” him as in ”looking like a total sleaze” but it was more of just me on his lap while he held on to me, or him kissing my cheek every once in awhile and playing with my hair. it was just all soo cute and i’ve never ever been treated that way. he called me for the first time that night, and then it just became routine that we’d talk everynight. actually last night we talked until 5 am LOL i’ve talked later but i’m still getting him used to it haa. he’s just so sweet… and he’d spoil the shit out of me, i just always refuse. he wants me to stop smoking, and stealing and he said he’d get me whatever i want if that’s what it’ll take for me to stop.. yea i know it sounds soo typical right? i guess you’d have to be the one to hear him say it..

so enough about mark lol;

i got into a car crash yesterday. 

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September 5, 2009

yeeeeeaaaauuhh

i havent written in here for awhile sooo here’s what’s been happening :)

my rents are at this cruz for my dad’s job since he gets like spoiled for EVERYTHIIINGG lol and they’ve been gone for almost a week. so i’ve been taking advantage of this freedom that i’ll never have and go out everyday. i’m kinda dreading the day they get back but i do miss them…like the house can get lonely when ur all alone and stuff. i think that’s why i push for plans to happen just so i wont get all nostalgic on hearing the filipino channel set on high and my dad calling “buchi” 12938419234x.

this is gonna sound so ….bad, but i feel like i’ve been juggling guys lately =X i mean im single so why not right? i have my favorites though….but it’s like at the end of the day i dont think about any of them. maybe one more than the other but other than that none of them really stand out to me so much. or maybe i needa stop comparing every boy to whatshisface.

speaking of whatshisface; its becoming really obvious that he’s trying to avoid me. in the hallways he glances my way and we make eye contact but he wont do !@#$ unless i acknowledge him first. but no matter how much i say i’m fed up with it..i keep DOING it. i dont know what the hell i did this time uugh. i think that’s why it’s bothering me this much; cuz like i cant find a reason why he’d be this ignorant towards me. we were fine (atleast i thought we were) but i guess what i did runs deep. it just bugs me that he can talk to all these sleazy ass girls and he cant even look at me.

sunset festival toniiiiighhhtt :)(: yay yay yay party later? whoooo knoowwwws.

me and kelly have been hanging out alotalotalot. i’m so happy we’re this close again, maybe even more closer than 7th grade. it’s just nice to have good friends lol. pretty much her, gabi and em are the 3 ppl whose judgement i take to heart. what everyone else says doesnt really matter anymore.

im going to woodfield soon with gabi to go hc dress shopping. i still need a date. =/ ughhh.

edit later maybe ?

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August 18, 2009

huh.

idontwanttogotoschool.

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August 4, 2009
(via emonerdcore) word.

(via emonerdcore)

word.

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August 3, 2009
DIEGO LUNA; from Dirty Dancing 2. waaaagghghghh probably the oonly mexican boy i’d ever be attracted to. ever. EVER. <3<3<3 so yea i watched 4 movies today: The Orphan (SUUUCKED), Haunting in Connecticut (pretty goodx2), I Love You Beth Cooper (hayden is h4wt), and then Dirty Dancing (DIEGOLKASDF;) idk which one i liked the most…they were all pretty different, but compared to the 2 scary ones; HAUNTING IN CONN. DEFF PWNED. ily beth cooper was like a cute dorky type lovey dovey-ish movie…it was good though. dirty dancing has that romantic/cuban thing going on..idk what that has to do w/ anything but i liked it lol. so i’m going to this party w/ kelly this friday and im def looking forward to letting looooose. plus, school is just around the corner :’( so why the fahck not right!? Colorodo next week WOOOOHOOO, i’m stoked just cuz ppl say there’s dope water parks and i wanna get my tan on lol. except once i come back i needa get all my school shit set up because i’m missing the 2 registration days -_- fckshitfckSHIT. im seeing nick soon. :)

DIEGO LUNA; from Dirty Dancing 2.

waaaagghghghh probably the oonly mexican boy i’d ever be attracted to. ever. EVER. <3<3<3

so yea i watched 4 movies today: The Orphan (SUUUCKED), Haunting in Connecticut (pretty goodx2), I Love You Beth Cooper (hayden is h4wt), and then Dirty Dancing (DIEGOLKASDF;)

idk which one i liked the most…they were all pretty different, but compared to the 2 scary ones; HAUNTING IN CONN. DEFF PWNED. ily beth cooper was like a cute dorky type lovey dovey-ish movie…it was good though. dirty dancing has that romantic/cuban thing going on..idk what that has to do w/ anything but i liked it lol.

so i’m going to this party w/ kelly this friday and im def looking forward to letting looooose. plus, school is just around the corner :’( so why the fahck not right!?

Colorodo next week WOOOOHOOO, i’m stoked just cuz ppl say there’s dope water parks and i wanna get my tan on lol. except once i come back i needa get all my school shit set up because i’m missing the 2 registration days -_- fckshitfckSHIT.

im seeing nick soon. :)

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